Void there is something missing, i dont think its structure,
but theres something. Perhaps its fear. Typically fear
of failure, fear of having not enuff money, fear of
blah blah, can drive you on. What do i fear ?
Nothing comes to mind. Or perhaps its desire ? You
want to be really good at music or sport, or do well
at studies, i dont seem to desire anything strongly.

hmmmm need to snap out of it.  ¶ 7:04 PM